| Thoughts |
[Apr. 26th, 2007|11:28 pm] |
. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you..
2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
9 Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened
11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.
13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to. |
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| endless thoughts |
[Mar. 14th, 2007|08:11 am] |
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Just so many thoughts bellowing through my head!! Work, my other work, relationships and life in general, are all flowing through the river of neurons that is my head. So far I believe I have done well for myself even though I have no clear direction of where I’m going! i do know that whatever direction I’m going I’m going steady with possibilities! where's the time gone....no more free time...always working, always reviewing the day, always planning ahead and pushing forward... I think I need to take a break and slow down! |
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| its been a while |
[Aug. 9th, 2006|08:30 am] |
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| [ | music |
| | Dido- White Flag | ] |
ok, so its been awhile since I have posted anything on here. I don't think any one will even read this but oh well. so life has been interesting and a bit busy at work and with trying to start a new business. lately I will admit I guess I have kinda been avoiding someone at work. its not that this person make me uncomfortable, if anything I'm happy when I'm around this person. but.....just my luck she's casualy seeing someone else....and I'm stuck in the friend zone. eh....well it helps to write about it and ill be honest when it comes to my personal feelings I am very shy... go figure.. well........
“God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.” |
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[Mar. 18th, 2006|01:38 am] |
| Your Birthdate: February 11 | 
Spiritual and thoughtful, you tend to take a step back from the world.
You're very sensitive to what's going on around you, yet you remain calm.
Although you are brilliant, it may take you a while to find your niche.
Your creativity is supreme, but it sometimes makes it hard for you to get things done.
Your strength: Your inner peace
Your weakness: You get stuck in the clouds
Your power color: Emerald
Your power symbol: Leaf
Your power month: November |
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| My Paper Jail!!!!! |
[Jan. 16th, 2006|09:43 am] |
So just recently I have realized that my life seems to revolve around a paper with numbers on it. Come on take a guess at what it can be...............................................................................................................................................................................................ok, figure it out yet?? No?? Well do you give up?? Of course you do and here I can sum it all up in one word "Calendar"... Huh, how do you like that?? I feel restricted to the boundaries that are on paper. I know it’s not true but, it sure as hell feels like it. You know it just something to think about and so is this quote-
Its life and you can miss it
Poke your head up every once in awhile, take a look around, and see what's going on. Its life and you can miss it if you don't open your eyes!!!!!
If you’re reading this drop me an email let me know what you think!!!!!! |
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| Lost and going somewhere!!!! |
[Dec. 3rd, 2005|01:15 am] |
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| [ | music |
| | Airwave - When Thing Go Wrong | ] |
Ok, so yea it’s been a long time since my last post/update or whatever you want to call it. Let’s see.......Well my friend Taneha quit about a couple of months ago. She's now a middle school Teacher, which is really cool and I’m happy for her. However, work is a little weird with out her. I have finally finished school YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm not sure if I want to continue my schooling or go in a different direction with it. I’m thinking about maybe going more in to photography or more towards a Network Admin. The School keeps sending me Job openings but, they really don't look that appealing. I'm hoping with in the next year or so I'll have a good opportunity in my current job but, I’m not sure. Work is ok, not too bad. I've been really busy; they have given me a lot of responsibilities. It makes for an interesting day and I’m never with out any thing to do, always keeping busy. As for life its going, recently with in the past 5 months or so I have reconnected with some old friends, which I have missed. It’s good to hear from them and see what they are doing now after high school. Now I ponder what the next step is for me and where it will lead me. This year seams to have just come and gone in a blink of an eye. I look back and see how much I have grown and learned. Well now I’m drawing a blank so I'll leave it at that. Later |
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| huh,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, |
[May. 2nd, 2005|08:22 am] |
| [ | mood |
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| [ | music |
| | Alanis Morissette - Uninvited | ] |
Ok, where to start off, well it's been awhile. The Supervisor position is ok, a bit challenging still being pulled in many directions. For one to fix the computers at Clydesdale, Whale or Shark's which my leads are becoming more capable of doing.
Then there is Visual Merchandise, I want to really hurt them. They tell me they need like 11 pictures printed and im like ok no problem. Then they go on to tell me that they have to be cropped and they have to be this size and everything. Oh, and they wanted me to do this during spring break, im like yeah right your going to have to wait. I had to spend time at home in Photoshop fixing the up the pictures, 1 they were not high res enough. So that was a headache and 2 they wanted some funky size, it's like WTF. So I did it all they said was thanks, and gave me another one to do, I told them ill do this one more but this will be the last one because I have other responsibilities to attend to and im not your personal VM Photoshop employee. So now they want to be trained on how to use the poster printer. So im going to train them and let them do whatever they what, im done with visual. School is a mixture of cool and crazy, im taking 3 classes this semester. The hard one being senior project, which didn't look like it was going to well, but not it seam to be going ok I guess. The other 2 classes are really cool; I have the same teacher for both so it's not that bad. Life out side of this does not exist. So I got a really cool digital camera a Nikon D70 and im having lots of fun with that. My good friend Kori came in to town, I haven't seen her in a while so that was cool to hang out with her. This last month was a really for lack of a better word a shitty month and its starting to look like this month might be the same. Well we will see, wish I could tell yeah why, but I have been ask not to, lets just say I have been playing a counselor for a friend, she's really had a lot dumped on her this last couple of weeks. Then there's some good news my friend Tam went in to labor yesterday, yay she's having her baby. Well I have to get to work now.
Sigh……………………………………………………… |
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| Things of the past |
[Feb. 14th, 2005|01:48 am] |
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| | Gone and Never coming back | ] |
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| | Motion City Soundtrack - The Future Freaks Me Out | ] |
Well lets see its been an interesting 2 weeks. where to start.......well I got the supervisor position at work. which is really cool um.........oh yeah I fried my motherboard, so I haven't had my computer for about a week, felt like forever. I have come to realize how dependent I am on my computer. I had a birthday and that day was just a mess, it also services as a reminder of why I take the day off from work and don't tell anybody about it. It is now Valentines Day, which I still continue to despise by the way. which reaffirms why I hate this month. ah who cares anymore. |
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| huh? |
[Jan. 31st, 2005|11:04 pm] |
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| | blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Jet - Look What You've Done | ] |
Well let's see where to start; I didn't get the IT position at work. Which kinda sucks, but I really don't care anymore. I have an interview for supervisor on Thursday of course it's my day off. But then again now that I think about it I really don't care about either. I was excited about going to the FX Show this weekend but, I had to dish out $243 to get my car fixed because some dumb ass put my tires on to tight, so it messed up my breaks and rotors. I was happy that despite that fact I was able to go to the FX Show for 1 day. Needless to say it was really cool and the highlight of that what getting to meet Marina Sirtis known for playing Counselor Deanna Troi on ST:TNG. My cousin just had another kid the other day, which makes like 5 I think. She has so many I can't even keep track. Now continues my bitching, a bit of intermission there. Work is just work and it.....I don't know blah.. School..well I was supposed to graduate this month but, that's not going to happen. Because I was unable to take 3 classes a semester because I work full time. So I had to settle for 2 a semester and now I have 4 classes I have to take. A couple of them are really retarded in my option. Let's see I have to take Critical Thinking and Problem Solving, Psychology, Career Development and last Technology and Ethics. Yeah, sounds like so much fun...well this makes me feel a little bit better. |
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| New Stuff |
[Jan. 18th, 2005|11:12 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  quixotic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Green Day- Boulevard Of Broken Dreams | ] |
OK, so I actually have something to write about. I never thought I would ever leave my area,I always thought I would just quit. oh well, I put in a transfer to for an IT position which is full time, which I hope that I get. I also put in for Area Supervisor for my area, which should be interesting. Because Taneha is also going for that position. The maybe realistic hope is that Taneha gets the Supervisor position and I get the IT position. who know it could happen, although I would settle for either position. I really need to try and even look at my school calender. man I felt so stupid going to school tonight. So I walk in the door and there is a sign that says NO SCHOOL EVEN NIGHT CLASSES FOR TUESDAY THE 17th. So i'm thinking what huh, is today tuesday?? but its the 18th not the 17th. So I go to my class and needless to say there is no one there. So I drove all the way out there to find out there is no class. let me tell you some fun stuff. In other news I am trying to get in shape, so that next year I can do the 13.3 mile marathon at Disney. So i'm kind of excited about that, not only will it help me to get in shape but I will also have accomplished something I thought I would never do or be able to do. well off for some good old sleep. |
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| New Year |
[Jan. 1st, 2005|09:50 am] |
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| [ | music |
| | Fastball - The Way | ] |
Well it's been awhile since I have updated this journal. The passing from one year to another year has concluded. It feels like this past year has come and gone so fast in the blink of an eye, it feels like yesterday that the year just began. well a lot of people went out and had fun, got wasted and passed out some where. because they found a reason to celebrate, a New Year, a new number, a new month. I spent my New Years eve alone in my thoughts looking for stars that were hidden in the cover of the clouds passing over the Earth. the last couple of weeks I feel like i've been in a dazed. I have had 3 days off for the last 4 weeks and no school for the last 2 weeks. Now that the New Year is upon us I have to go back to 2 days a week and school. It just seams pointless to me at this point, well just about everything dose. This statement is one I find holds true to me "My shadow's the only one that walks beside me. My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating. Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me.'Til then I walk alone" I should just stop typing now............. |
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| ok so im really bored |
[Dec. 4th, 2004|10:26 pm] |
You Are the Helper |
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You always put on a happy face and try to help those around you.
You're incredibly empathetic and care about everyone you know.
Able to see the good in others, you're thoughtful, warm, and sincere.
You connect with people who are charming and charismatic.
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You Are From Saturn |
You're steady, organizes, and determined to achieve your dreams.
You tend to play it conservative, going by the rules (at least the practical ones).
You'll likely reach the top. And when you do, you'll be honorable and responsible.
Focus on happiness. Don't let your goals distract you from fun!
Don't be too set in your ways, and you'll be more of a success than you ever dreamed of.
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| Here is somthing to ponder |
[Nov. 20th, 2004|12:01 am] |
Check this out I think you will find it interesting.
Aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe.
Amzanig huh |
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| Still going like the energizer bunny |
[Oct. 25th, 2004|10:13 pm] |
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huh.... it's been a while, time for an update. Let's see, some cool stuff. Well last Sunday I went to SeaWorld with this girl Laura. We wanted to check out the Halloween shows. We tried to see the Sea lion show 3 times before we finally were able to see it. It's different from the normal week day one, and the Night time Shamu show was really different. Oh and then last Friday I went to a Rodeo, also with Laura and her friend Sarah. I've never been to a Rodeo before, but it was really cool and I had lots of fun. But the most shocking event of that night would have to be when I ran in to someone I knew. In all my life I would never have though I would run in to this person. I ran in to Russ one of the manager from work. I was like in shock; I didn't know what to say I was just like ok, yeah, that's cool, really and stuff. He was telling me his horses were back behind the arena and his son was riding and all kinds of stuff. But none the less it was a fun night. On another note I passed both of my classes this semester, hooray for me. Anyways I best be off now. |
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| Cool |
[Sep. 29th, 2004|06:08 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  excited | ] |
| [ | music |
| | calm cool sound of the fan blowing in the distance | ] |
Yay, I got my new router a couple of days ago and I got my new toy from AOL. I am beta testing the new Voice over IP for them. its really cool, but I had one small problem with it. I was excited, because the number they gave me is really cool. but, when I set it all up and called my self to see my really cool number, it wasn't my number at all. It was a California number 310 area code, which was still kinda of cool, having a California number and living in florida. So I had to wait tell Tuesday to call the beta center and let them know. They said that, This test is not even in beta, it's and alpha test and I was one of the first 1000 people to test it out. They also said that its so new they don't even has a tech support center created for it and that they had messed up about 300 other peoples numbers and gave them California number also.
which is pretty funny if you ask me. its really early now, I must go eat breakfast. Later |
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| It's been awhile |
[Sep. 23rd, 2004|12:07 am] |
Let's see it's been quite a while. It's just been a crazy couple of months; I've been so busy with the stupid SOP Cover, not to mention I have an English project do in like 4 weeks and I've got nothing. It just seams like it's been a blur, one continuous never ending day. Well on a happier note Sunday went out for Tam's B-day, well not really out. I just got off of work early and we took her to the Luau. She enjoyed it and the show wasn't all that bad either. Then, Monday comes and another boring day of work begins. Although, after work I went to another B-day party, my friend Monica's which was also very interesting. On dimmer subject my router broke the other day, so I had to go get another one oh, and school sucks. Well, not really just English though. I A M H E R E ! ! |
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| Still Standing |
[Sep. 8th, 2004|05:48 am] |
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well, it's been about 3 days now since Hurricane Frances hit. I'm still here, pretty lucky no damage at all. however, other parts of the county were not so lucky.(side note: I hope school is out of power, so I don't have to go today. anyways) though sat and sun really sucked, I just watched the t.v. and slept. all around it was really boring, other then the small fact that on friday I hurt my back, so the laying around and watching t.v. was good for that. I am kinda of disappointed about not having to evacuate. If we had, it would have been to Atlanta, GA and I would have been able to swing by Dragon Con. which is a really cool convention by the way. From the looks of it they had a lot of cool people there. just to name a couple Garrett Wang from Voyager, Ernie Hudson from Ghostbusters, Peter Jurasik from Babylon 5, and David Carradine from Kung Fu need I say more. well at least one more, of course I can't forget the last one Craig Parker from LOTR. |
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